I started looking at medical bracelets yesterday, which was weird. Once I put one of those things on it's almost signifying to myself that that's it. Done. No hope of remission etc.
In other news my tap classes are going great. I love it, and thankfully I'm not the worst in class. In fact I'm semi-decent for someone with no experience. Also I was right, for the most part it's distracted me from occupying my entire brain with any illness related paranoia.